Monday, June 14, 2010

I wanna Grow up once AGAIN...

Today is 13th july 2010,the Rathayatra,my 21st B'day.Eachtime I think abt my B'day resolutn one famous bollywood song strikes my mind...
Give me some sunshine
Give me some rain
Give me another chance
I wanna grow up once again....
Since the day it ws 1st aired everyone on earth want 2 grow up.Some want 2 grow up once again 2 mak themselves 6'tall,some want 2 build a Salman like body and some want 2 weighten their CV wd some more achievements.But I m obessed wd all these positivities.May b I hv 2 grow up not once again but again and again and again.
So I never desired 2 grow up once again.But aftr 1031days' hardwork for 36theory papers n 24non AC labs when I scored my 1st O grade my heart too desired 2 grow up once again 2 score some more Os.
Hence I dont want 2 live again all the 21yrs but if God grants then I ll definitely wanna live my last 3yrs(3yrs-1031days starting frm 20th Aug 2007 to till date) and the "to b done" list for the 3yrs is quite large...
I hv seen many ppl performing on stage on various occasions like Xstasy,Urzaa,sannidhya and many other functions.But I hv never been 2 the stage.Cant I too make a heart-winning performance on stage??I kno the ans is clearly a "NO".bt I wanna grow up once again 2 perform atleast as the corner boy in a group performance.
I hv earned or been gifted wd many frnds.I do hang out wd them,njoy the smallest achievments,gossip wd them even during the strict faculty's class.Sometimes I hurt them too knowingly or unknowingly and forget it saying "no sory,no thank u in frndship".so I wanna grow up once again 2 learn 2 say sory to them.
U must b wondering why i hv posted this blog on 19th.Actually i hd planned 2 do it on 13th but u kno i m lik Darseel "Jo har kaam ko taalan karten hain n all iz well bolke so jaae hain..".I hv paid some large amounts for that too.so 2day i promise to myself if given a chance 2 grow up once again i ll do everything ontime.
If u too wanna grow up once again u r free 2 share ur feelings...